Tuesday, November 22, 2011


How I could never make her happy!


Oct 18, 2011: 

She: I was never happy because of you!
       In fact, whatever happiness was transpired because of you was always short-lived!
Me:  Good to know the real facts. :|
She:  Bye forever. I hate you!

****** signed out of the chat.

Indeed, that was the last time I ever heard from her. It's funny the way some things in life control our emotions and we have no way but to look at them dragging us along with them. Looking back, I wonder if all the time spent together meant anything to her! What if she never loved me? What if there was someone else whom she always loved more than me? Things; when you try to look in your perspective always end up making u the king and you start correlating “facts” which mostly are not true and as one of my close friend had once said to me “Do not ever try to think what the other person is thinking; you’ll be wrong 99.5% of the times”.

Do I regret the time ever spent with her? No; the late night talks, the early morning calls even before the rooster could crow early in the morning, the lengthy chats and what not; all have been memorable in their own way and are still cherished in my not so intelligent brain. The question to ask is whether she regrets it or not? The conversation above might suggest that she does regret every minute spent with me and as well might have been with someone else. But I cannot be the judge of it as I’ll be looking at my point of view and not hers. This is something which only she can answer. As I said earlier I cannot answer for her but the least I can do is try to be in her shoes and try to understand the path she is trying to walk.

 I sometimes wonder if the world would be a better place to live if each one of us took that little time of our so called busy schedule and try stepping in others shoes when it matters the most.